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2011-05-09T15:51:00.002+08:00

hiding away,
but when reality hit me.

i just realised that nothing has been okay.
all along i'm just running from the fact,
i just refuse to accept it.

whenever something happened,
i'll just break down and cry.
i'm not like this in the past.
not at all...

i don't want to face all this.
i don't want to take up the responsibility.
i don't want to learn to be a grown up.
i don't want!
is all just too hard for me.

do they have radio in heaven?
i miss you mummy,
i miss you gonggong.

ps. please be good little brother.

thankyou for being here with me,
if not all these will be even harder. <3

2011-04-13T15:57:00.010+08:00

With your presences,
I’m not afraid of anything,
and i am happy & contented.

2010-10-07T15:48:00.004+08:00

i love you with all my heart.

2010-09-15T15:32:00.002+08:00

i'm always happy with you around,
becos you are so amazing!
iloveyou. (:

2010-08-03T12:05:00.003+08:00

throughout all these time,
i learn to accept everything that is happening.
i lower my ego,
i lower my expectation.
i did not lose myself,
i did not not being myself.

i’m doing all this is because i believe in love,
and i know one day, we will be the same again.

我不会离开。
我会给你最好的我，因为我爱你。

2010-07-05T12:56:00.001+08:00

when will you pick up

my hand and hold it tight again?

2010-07-01T11:18:00.004+08:00

我们之间的空白格。

为什么不能把我的过去忘掉？

为什么两个相爱的人不能在一起。

我知道你是爱我的。

我爱你。

2010-07-01T11:08:00.005+08:00

she is such a wonderful singer!

i'm only human,
i need more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me.

can we be like how we used to be?

2010-06-29T11:22:00.004+08:00

就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望

我想念你的柔.
我是爱你的.

2010-05-13T16:48:00.004+08:00

Hello!

i know it have been ages.
hahaha. i'm just pure lazy.
and maybe busy.

film film film, shoot shoot shoot.
have been helping some friends with their shoot.
and when i was bored at home,
i went around youtube looking at short films.
then it make me realise,
there are so many nice short film out there.
there are no right or wrong way in doing short film.
but sometimes school just limit us.
when i was looking around youtube,
just a simple story idea,
just a simple camera angle,
just a simple editing skill
the wonderful story can come out nicely.
so why do we always complicate things?
hahaha random but true ya?
ALL THE BEST FOR P3 FRIENDS!
no stress, just do our best!
tell your story! (:

nonsense from me,
irritated by me.
the anger you have is my business.
i causes all these.
this is all you have now.
for this i hate myself like mad.
i really love you from the
bottom of my heart.
pardon me will you?
sorry love.

if i can control...

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2010-02-26T22:20:00.006+08:00

HELLO!

im back again.
project 2 shooting tml.
im so eggcited about it!
but i have to give training a missed.
let's get our finger cross and
hope we have good shoot tml.
goodluck yo! (:

P2 P2 P2,
please be over soon.
but again i cant to see everyone's work.
haha. when P2 is over, holiday will be here.
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!

too much of everything is harmful.
sometimes somethings are meant to be secret.
not because they are selfish.
but because there are things that
cannot be told or it is not the time yet.
do anyone understand?
oh wells...

i love love and love is you. (:
my biggest fear is losing you,
but again, you're not even mine.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2010-02-15T15:13:00.006+08:00

HELLO!

大年初二！
and here i am roting again.
yawnsssssssssss.

lucky i will out later for a movie
with the young uncle and my brother.
what a boing CNY.
boooooooooo!

was browsing at youtube.
and i think that this guy is awesome!
his songs are nice! (:

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though its a struggle love is all we got
Ao we gon' keep keep climbin' till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)

Chorus:
One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
I'ma tell you one time
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one girl
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
I'ma tell you one time

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me,
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen Is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath

Chorus:
Lemme tell you one time
I'ma tell you one time
girl I love, girl I love you
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one girl
Always makin time for you
girl I love, girl I love you
girl I love, girl I love you

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
and I'm gon' tell her one time (one time)
Give you everything you need
Down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cause
She is the one for me

Chorus:
girl I love, girl I love you
girl I love, girl I love you
I'll be there for you
girl I love, girl I love you
i'll be there for you

for you.(:

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2010-02-14T15:14:00.006+08:00

HELLO!

恭喜发财!
GONG XI FA CAI!

like i said ytd,
i will be back today.
hmm most will be out for visiting i guess.
and here im roting at home.
hahaha yawns...

let's update about school.
hmm having P2 and comda now.
P2 grouping are not bad.
i believe we can do well.
as for comda i think i need help.
imagine jasmine writing a
3000 to 5000 words report.
oh man! hahaha.

today 14th of feb 2010,
and im the happpiest girl!
early in the morning,
a man standing at my doorstep looking for me.
i went to the door with my eyes half open.
he said can you sign this for me?
i sign and he pass me something.
after looking it,
i cannot stop smiling to myself.
hahahahaha so happy!!!
我是幸福的小孩!
i will post up the photos. (:

alright shall post up all
the photos that i never post up.

PHOTO TIME!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

we'll make it last ya? (:

here are the other pictures.
hahaha time to see what i got.
让你破费了!
THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU!
you said how can valentines go

without flower and chocolate,

it really melt my heart!

you are the SWEETEST i swear!
ants are coming all over you.
beware!!! (:

i love all the gifts from you!
and most importantly,
iloveyou!

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2010-02-14T00:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
and HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:

not excited about CNY at all.
cos not really celebrating it this year.

shall blog more tml.
cos i will be very free.
hahahaha.

monster monster star star. (:
iloveyou.

2010-01-28T01:55:00.002+08:00

have anyone heard of the passing of message game?
i believe most of us did.
the game goes like this.
you just line up in one straight line,
the first person will tell you something
amd you must pass it to the next person
all the way until the last person.
the message often turns out to be very
different from the original one.

do this sound familiar to you?
if it does, it's because we meet this in life too.
it happens all the time.
how scary can it be?

she is not the one to be blame.
blame it on me too.
everyone is just tired i guess.
deep down i know everyone treasure it,
so do we but there's something stopping us.
no one understand and yet pushing all the blame to us.
friends should trust.
did you trust me?
did you trust her?
did you trust us?
this is going no where.
close my eyes and take a break.

thankyou for this chance.
i am very happy and
we are happy again,
but yet is not as happy as we were.
i believe things will be alright.
i am positive because i love you.

opppsssy jealousy.

2010-01-19T14:30:00.003+08:00

all the happiness we had,
i ruin it in my own hand.
我是笨蛋，大笨蛋!!!

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or
have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't)don't tell me I will
(go)make it on my own,
(stay)don't leave me tonight,
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go)if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight

i'm dying here without you.
seriously dying.

please don go.
my millions apology.
please give me another chance.

2010-01-13T01:34:00.002+08:00

这一切会一直这样吗？
我有好好的珍稀，
可是。。。

我们时常听说，
人生如戏，戏如人生。
所以我们都需要演出一场漂亮的戏，
还是，把一场完美的戏放进我们的人生里呢？
我也乱了。。。

人都追求完美。
但，时常完美中都会有不足的地方。
我是真的很对不起，我的不完美带来了伤害
可是，我的生活过得满足。
谢谢你的出现，你带快乐进了我的世界。

你需要学会懂得知足，你知道吗？

2010-01-11T06:46:00.004+08:00

Jasmine chen,
you are a scray monster,
you are totally useless.
time and time is all because of you.
and i know as times go
sorry doesn't mean anything anymore.
but my sorry really came from my heart.

how i wish i could control my emotions.
i'm so frustrated with myself i swear!
this is getting on my nerve.
useless freak.

2009-12-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

around a week had past.
and this is the last week of holiday.
school is gonna start on mon.
oh no! i don want to start that soon.

MERRY XMAS!
it is xmas week.
went to quite a number of party!
nice catching up everyone.
thankyou for the gifts! (:
thankyou friends for the laughter.
loves!

HAPPY BOXING DAY!
2009 is going to come to an end.
let's enjoy this last few days of the year.
cheers!

PHOTO TIME!

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey
you never know dear how much i love you
please don take my my sunshine away.

everything's gonna be alright.
we are gonna be fine.
no worries k?

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-12-19T21:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

training today.
row row row the boat!
lunch with the silly prawns.
trip to visit my dad and home.

received a card from weiqi today!
it was so so so cute.
it is not merry xmas,
but happy belated birthday!
hahaz. thankyou so much weiqi.
and the drawing is super cute.
she is always this sweet.
best junior ever.
many many loves! (:
and i miss you!

PHOTO TIME!

look how cute is the card!!!
this is how sweet weiqi is.
loves! (:

a little time for myself.
different kind of looks. hahaz.

my heart from me to you. (:

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-12-18T15:27:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

blogskin changed!
old blogskin cannot work anymore.
so i have no choice but to change.

HOLIDAY NOW!
have been out and roting at home.
this holiday is only 2weeks and
the worst is one week have past.
oh wells. at least there's a rest.

many many event had past.
but there are weeks ago and i'm quite lazy.
so i'm just gonna post up photos.
and is here and there only.
too many photos to be loaded up.

just a little side issue.
i hope everything will end soon.
everyone is upset about it.
enough of tears,
enough of trouble.
please mark a fullstop.
pardon me.

alright no emo,
a happy event!

PENENG TRIP!
went out of town last week rmb?
it was a awesome trip.
i went over for a race with SIM.
fun, fun and fun!
an eye opening trip and
we gain great exprience.
know many nice friends from SIM
and not forgetting the peeps from nteam.
thankyou captain yan for giving this chance.
it was great rowing with everyone!
thankyou very much!
thankyou for my first gold medal. (:

PHOTO TIME!

tamas with our dearest mr botak!

thankyou littles!

united nation!
thankyou for the first! (:

i love this!

i mean it. (:

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-12-10T13:04:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

life have been busy with assignments.
sorry if i have neglected some friends.
assignments can just kill everyone.
now finally completed.
free and easy!

oh and JASMINE completed
her second 42.195km!
almost died.
no more marathon please.
hahaz.

i will be out of town for a few days.
start contacting me on tues ya?
takecare peeps!

i know
i'll miss you, alot.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-11-26T11:42:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

school have been good.
screen writing is super boring,
and after effects is kind of confusing.
more assignments to come yo!

THANKYOU to nadiah, alana, peiwen, aisyah,
shuhui, ryan, joseph, wenjun, ubin for the present.
they bought me a rip curl training bag!
THANKYOU nina, cheryl and xiao en too!
they bought me a water bottle.
i love my presents! thankyou! (:

i'm still wating to get all the photos
from regatta and my birthday.
after that den i'll load it up.
so just wait patiently!

PHOTO TIME!

HAPPY HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY
TO LING JIALE! (:
being the first to send message is not longer speical.
here a special post just for you.
thankyou for always making me feel so special.
is always fun disturbing you!
train hard and let's row together again next year.
stay this silly forever huh! hahaz.
for this ONCE ONLY,
i love lingjiale!
enjoy your day and stay happy! (:

you. (:

TAKECARE!
love! (:

2009-11-24T00:05:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

i'm finally back.
2 important event have just past.

RIVER REGATTA 2009!
we trained so hard for this race,
we rowed with no regrets,
we proved to everyone that we are not weak,
we shared the same tears of joy,
all these is more than a medal! (:

goodjob to TPDB!
be it guys or girls.
we did such a awesome job!
and dearest silly prawns,
thankyou very much!
without you girls the team couldn't go far,
without you girls we wun enjoy that much,
without you girls there wun be TPDB women's,
I LOVE YOU GIRLS SILLY PRAWNS! (:

take this break to rest,
take this break to heal all your injuries,
take this break to study hard,
take this break to allow yourself to train harder next season!
i'll see everyone of you training as hard soon!

4th regatta!
there will be more to come.
rowing is my passion!!!

TPDB WHOOSE!

21th nov
HAPPY HAPPIEST
16th BIRTHDAY
TO JASMINE CHEN
hahaahahahahaz.

jan gave me a dinner treat on friday's night!
and she gave me a bottle of notes.
i really love it!
thankyou jan!
many many love! (:

i had such a memorable birthday
which falls on regatta.

celebrated with tama's club and
madness on sat after race!
just a simple dinner and some cake smashing.
but it was great!

team dinner on sun!
we had a great talk and
another session of cake smashing!

sabo-ing session on today!
misstay ganged up with my little db juniors!
made me dressed up like an idiot and walked around.
had dinner and cake cutting session!

NOW is time for me to show my appreciation!
THANKYOU EVERYONE!
thankyou for those who wished me on facebook,
thankyou for those who wished me through text,
thankyou jan for calling,
thankyou madness for calling too,
thankyou to those little silly prawns who snatch to be first,
thankyou for all the celebrations!

thankyou captain yan, da eve and shuhui for the present!
thankyou madness for the pressent!
i really really loves my present!
THAKYOU VERY MUCH!

i feel so loved by all of you!
no words can describe how thankful i am
and how much i love you all!
i really really appreciate all that you all have done.
MANY MANY LOVES! (:

more photos will be up soon.
tooo many already.
i need to take it from others.

PHOTO TIME!

GREAT JOB GIRLS!
THE SILLY PRAWN I LOVE! (:

for you to know.
thankyou! (:

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-11-13T22:38:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

never blog for a week already.
have been very busy with assignments.
but is all over now!
woohooo!
new block, new modules next week.
last sea training this weekend.
JIAYOU EVERYONE! (:
train hard and get ready!

10th nov
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
JOLENE! (:

13th nov
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
AH CHUA! (:

PHOTO TIME!

(:

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-11-05T01:21:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

had mmfund in the morning.
did some flash and bring over dreamweaver.
lesson end around 12am.
lunched with savina.
did shooting for our vid production.
it was really tiring.
had dinner with ptgf and homed.

opps sorry jermain.
din manage to celebrate for you.
hope you enjoyed yourself. (:

more shooting to come tml.
more html and flash tml.
yawnsssss.

HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
ANTHONY! (:

got some photos from nina.
gonna post it up today!

PHOTO TIME!

it feels horrible sometimes,
but is okay just for you.
maybe i just hope it could be
like how it just started.
i seriously think something is wrong,
do you realise?

little boy is cute.
thankyou thankyou! (:

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-11-04T00:28:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

mon.
had conslutation for vid pro.
our idea can work.
next few day will be busy days.
production time!

late lunch with ite netballer.
den met up with kong and furby.
had frolick and home! (:

tue.
mfund in the morning
and vid pro presentation in the afternoon.
went fo lunch with the ususal peeps.
den off to sports com to doze off! hahaz.
training started!
did the usual stuff.
but adrain was there to watch.
he corrected some of the stations.
i hate the balancing of medicine ball!
i cannot balance at all. boo!
stupid evelyn, stop laughing!
hahaz. dinner at techno.
with a extra friend today.
mar lau joined us.
homed after that.

3th nov
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
PEI WEN! (:

4th nov
HAPPY HAPPIST
BIRTHDAY TO
JERMAIN! (:

just got the haloween photos.
gonna post it up today!

PHOTO TIME!

to love a person, you have to trust everything.
so now i'm leaving my trust to you.
no matter how bothered i'm,
no matter how cold you are,
it doesn't matter anymore.
at least i know you love me too.
i'm learning to accept everything.
because i love you.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-11-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

我想我开始有点累了。。。

2009-11-01T19:19:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

weekend training was good.
less den 3weeks left.
let's have good set people! (:

great eastern women run.
walk, jog, run with susan and ahmao.
hahaz.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
hallonween ytd.
went town to celebrate juliet's birthday.
had suki sushi for dinner.
some dress up and walk around town.
it was way to cool.

yawns.
i'm so tired.
haven have a long sleep for a long time.
i neeeed sleeep.
boo.

picture will be up once i get them.
so just wait first. hahaz.

PHOTO TIME!

i don know.
i just felt things have been differnt.
i'm bearing it.
i'm learning.

now, i can't hear your heartbeat,
maybe you are too far away.
please come back closer and
let me hear it beat.
at least be there to
wipe away my tears
if you're going to make me cry.

i love you.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-10-30T00:33:00.004+08:00

i tear badly after watching this video.
i really don know why.
i guess i really miss mummy very much.

BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

until now i really don understand why.
i love you mummy,
and i know you love me too.
why are you so silly?
why did you choose to leave us?
i really still don understand.

i miss you mummy,
alot alot.

2009-10-28T19:54:00.002+08:00

I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes
cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do
And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally find the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can't move when I finally get to it
Just like a thousand times before
Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Till the end of time
Well maybe i, I need a little love yeah
And maybe i, I need a little care
And maybe i, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I'll be there

I love you, please say
You love me too
Please say you love me too
Till the end of time
These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Oh, I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby
Together, together, forever
Till the end of time

I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes
My baby

2009-10-28T09:28:00.008+08:00

HELLO!

i'm finally back.
school is alright.
workload is just nice.
not too much.
so i can this block is not too bad.
or maybe is too early to judge.

training are alright.
sunday's training was really good.
let's hope everyone will bear this in mind.
no matter what happen,
we are improving in a team.
ROW with no regrets.
and we mean NO regrets.
regatta is coming!

some important event i attended.
went for nike human race on sat.
ahmao, niaoren and eve ran with me.
thankyou for slowing down for me.
went for adrain's 21th celebration on sun.
a good catching up with the sjab oldies.
hahaz. hope to see them more often.

26th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
JULIET! (:

27th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
JOSEPH! (:(:
(he requested for 2smiley face. hahaz.)

28th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
ADRIAN! (:

HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
LIN HONG! (:

Fallin' for you
I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spilling out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

PHOTO TIME

i don know what went wrong,
i don know what happened,
it just don feel the same.
i'm lost.
will you tell me why?

no matter what,
please be happy.
i will be here with you.
iloveyou.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-10-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

nike human race tml.
gonna wake up damn early.
and training after that.
regatta is coming!
less den a month know.
omg omg omg.

school have start for a week.
multimedia is alright.
learning how to create website.
as for video production.
i think the lecturer have problem with me.
other people wear shorts and slipper to present
she never say anything about them.
when is my turn, she said
next time don wear slipper and shorts to present.
like what the hell?!
crazy woman.

retarded kite flying today
with bel, jiale and sihui.
way too funny. hahaz.

THANKYOU BOY LING JIALE!
thankyou for buying lunch for me.
i was totally shock know.
but not bad ah, you xin. (:

gonna post up some
overdue photos.

PHOTO TIME!

this keep me going. (:

i woke up with a heavy heart today.
cos i had a very bad dream.
very very bad.
i was so scared.
all these keep running thru my mind.
it feels like i'm losing all the assurance.
i'm losing the confident i have.
please hold me close.
iloveyou.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-10-21T19:32:00.002+08:00

i felt so helpless.
i couldn't do anything to help.
nothing at all.
my fear was right.
how i wish i could be wrong.
i swear the pain i had is never lesser.

"When deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive.
Forgiveness never change the past,
but it enlarge the future."

all because
i love you more than i can imagine.
please...

2009-10-19T00:32:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

school is going to start tml.
and i'm quite tired yo.
going to keep it short.
training trainings.
i have to say this sem's time table sucks.
boooooo.

don feel like putting up photos today.
so no pictures.
9am lesson yo!
EVERYDAY!

sometimes, truth are so hurtful.
but often, we choose to live in self-denial.
just make ourself feel better
and that's also the best way to hide.
am i right?

thankyou for giving in.
i think i over reacted.
maybe becos i expected too much.
i'm sorry that i felt that way and being selfish.
i was so worried when you break the news to me.
i really hope that you will be fine.
i don know why is this fear building up.
maybe simply becos you mean too much to me.
i hope, i wish, i pray the worst will never come.
i just want to make you happy,
please hold me close.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-10-15T02:32:00.008+08:00

HELLO!

i just have this urge to blog again.
whenever i come across this song,
i will always thought of you.
i really don't know why.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again I guess
I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

i wish, i wish,
how i wish one day i could tell the
whole world that you belongs to me.

in my dream maybe.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-10-15T01:18:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

a short chat with alana, shuhui
and nadiah over at tamp today.
gonna see each other soon again!

met up with ptgf and furby.
went back TP to watch netball POL-ITE.
watched the match RP vs. ITE today.
a very very close fight.
good game ITE! (:

dinner with netball coach, ptgf, furby,
xiaowei, ray and siree at techno.
home after that.

yay i'm so going to meet qiaoli
for lunch tml afternoon! (:

PHOTO TIME!

retarded LING JIALE!

if i can't hear your heartbeat,
maybe you are too far away.
please stay close and let me hear your heartbeat.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-10-14T01:31:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

i'm finally back.
it have been a long long time.
im just going to keep it short.

spent most of my days with my teammates.
just came back from DB chalet ytd.
time spent wth teammates is always good.
funny funny funny to the max!
it was nice being with them.
enjoyable week.
many loves to them! (:

oh.
it was really funny on the second night of chalet.
eve, jiale and bel were drunk.
eve kept saying she strong,
jiale kept saying bu yao mo wo de armpit,
bel kept singing.
it was funny to the max!

last week of holiday already.
must enjoy it to the fullest! (:

4th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
SAVINA! (:

5th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
SOCK! (:

7th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
CALYNN POH! (:

12th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
IRENE TAN! (:

PHOTO TIME!

savie and cal's bday

TEO HENG

IKEA Crazy

DB Chalet

sweet surprises, i like! (:

do you know how much you mean to me?
iloveyou.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-10-02T01:12:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

training on tue.
and went prawning in the night.
i just like to prawn.
homed around 6plus.
met up with crazyfren and kuku for a swim.
the sun was really good.
lunched at plaza western stall.
travel down to bedok after that.
met up with eve and sav.
went to get our stuff for baking!
hahaz. so after that we went to eve' place.
and we start to bake our cookies.
it was so funny.
my ginger bread man! rah!
from ginger breadman to
ginger fatman den to ginger obeseman!
LOL. dinner at sempang bedok.
went to deliver our ai xin cookies to captain yan.
it was a great baking day! (:

did catching up with jolene today!
ptgf and me met up with jolene and had our dinner.
chat chat chat.
xiaoguis thank jolene for the meal! (:

HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
AH SAN! (:

many many photo
will be up today.
sit back and relax.

PHOTO TIME!

Jenna's birthday

TAMA Club!

Baking Day!

Meal with jolene

YOU

i din mean it,
i will try my best
cos you mean alot to me.
Te quiero.

TAKECARE!
love! (:

2009-09-29T00:40:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

celebrated jenna's birthday ytd.
hahaz. suprise her over at her place.
she was really shock to see us there.
out for dinner and sabo-ing session.
it was retarded to the max i swear!
no karma please!
jasmine is nice. hahaz.
went to ktv after her sabo session.
drove around and homed.
hope jenna enjoyed her birthday! (:

homed at around 7plus.
so wash up and slept at 8am.
met up with the tama club in the evening.
went to have yuki yaki steamboat.
play around with ng tama's new xlr.
it was super funny! hahaz.
we went outside marina to take photo after that.
nice catching up with them.
ahmao's photo are just too kuku.
hahaz.

all the photos will be up soon.
need to get from them.
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
JENNA GOH!
my kuku 8year smalleye friend.

PHOTO TIME!

be happy! (:

the picture speaks it all. (:

sometimes,
maybe is just me.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-09-27T16:24:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

a sunny sunday!
training training today.
ran 2 round of reservior.
and down for "short and sweet" rowing.
happily rowing sets of 30secs followed by long distance.
how short and sweet is it?
hahaz. but good training.
lunched at pasta mania!
hahaz thankyou ah. (:
homed now but i'm going out soon.

Barney's dirty little secret.
is really zomg zomg zomg!
oh my god,
wo de tian,
OH MY TIAN!
my heart cannot take it.
i really wonder what is this barney thinking.
it is scaring all of us.
shocking to the max!

PHOTO TIME!

the hardest thing to do...is watch the one you love love someone else.

look, you are wonderful.
you remind me of a lullaby in winter,
sung like a secret not meant for anyone to know;
because you're one of the most beautiful songs.
maybe you're fireworks that
sparkle and light up the sky -
but unlike fireworks,
you'll keep glowing into forever.
or maybe you’re just you,
and that’s more than enough.
iloveyou.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-09-27T01:23:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

a sat without training.
cos training will be tml.
headed down to ptgf hse.
her mum needs help for some event thing.
so went down to help.
it is some mooncake festival thingy.
so we just help out with the balloons.
making those little doggies.
oh we slack most of the time too.
hahaz.

PHOTO TIME!

ptgf found a mask!
and we were quite bored eh.
hahaz.

oh she put one on top of my head.
quite retarded though. hahaz.

if i could reach up and hold a star
for every time you've made me smile,
the entire evening sky would
be in the palm of my hand.
iloveyou.

sometimes, ireallydonliketoshare.
TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-09-26T00:15:00.004+08:00

HELLO AGAIN!
this is my 800th post
even since i start blogger.
happy 800th post!

i don know why
why is it this pain when i saw it.
i'm sorry that i feel this way.
things will get better in time.
becos i know i have to.

an ordinary day,
with an extra post,
just for the extraordinary you. (:
i love your smile,
i love your touch,
i just love the way you make me feel.

a hundred hearts would be too
few to carry all my love for you.
and i have to let you know,
i love you not because i need you,
i need you because i love you.

the hardest thing to do is watch the one you love love someone else.
TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-09-25T23:43:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

it is a wonderful friday
with great company.
had a nice lunch at mussels guy over at vivo.
main course and soup.
a very filling lunch indeed.
off we go to sentosa.
images of singapore, the merlion,
tiger sky tower and 4D magix.
woohoo! we had lots of fun.
it is not boring at all.
if you are bored at home.
just try touring around sentosa. (:
ben&jerry after our long walk.
had dinner out and home after that.

alright.
here a funny thing to share.
eve tried her ways to keep
the lucky coin she got from the merlion.
but who knows,
just when she took out her phone
the coin drop into the pond.
hahaz. it was retarded to the max!
thankyou savie and eve for the comapny!
it was a great trip to sentosa.
photos shall speak. (:

I'M A SCORPIO.

PHOTO TIME!

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-09-24T15:40:00.004+08:00

HELLO

woke up early in the morning.
suppose to go for a swim.
but it rain so i continue to sleep on.
hahaz. and i woke up around 1pm.
i just love to have long hours of sleep.
going for training later.
wish me luck. hahaz.

i don know why
i have this feeling every holiday.
how i wish i could travel
out of singapore just to relax.
give myself a break,
give my mind a rest.
oh wellsss...

PHOTO TIME!

my fear.
i am afriad.
assure me will you?

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-09-23T21:38:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

holiday holiday.
sometimes is nice to stay at home.
go lie around every bed and sofa,
watch tv and switch around channels.
went for a short gym session.
it was just a very short want.
and actually i never do much.
hahaz. slack at home after that.
and until now i'm still nua-ing.
oh wellssss.

My love will get you home

If you wander off too far
my love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star
my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home

If the bright lights blinds your eyes
my love will get you home
If your troubles break your stride
my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home

If you ever feel ashamed
my love will get you home
When there's only you to blame
my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home

PHOTO TIME!

You are the sun in my day,
the wind in my sky,
the waves in my ocean,
and the beat in my heart.

Last night i sent an angel to
watch over you while you were sleeping.
It came back early and i asked it why?
It said "angels dont watch other angels." (:

i don know much,
but i know i love you.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-09-23T00:39:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

gave training a missed on mon.
went to pay respect to mummy.
i miss her.

a kbox session with kong, edwin and ant.
it have been years since we sing.
we use to go kbox everytime.
furby, ptgf and ahmao came and join us for dinner.
it was a nice catching with everyone.
time to go home.
but i was drag back to tamp.
den bus back from there.
it was quite stupid but funny.
hahaz.

ohmy.
sometimes i really hate the pain.
it's stoping me to push.
it is unbearable at times.
please go away.

sentosa photos will
be up today!

PHOTO TIME!

thankyou!

ahhhhh chhheeeeww. (:

smiles.

my heart sunk when i saw you tear.
i don mean to say all the stuff.
i promise i wun let you feel that way again.

i'm not as sweet,
i'm not as nice,
but i know how you feel.
so it doesn't matter (:

i don know much,
but i know i love you, whole heartedly.

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-09-21T01:02:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

trainings trainings.
i hate thuster,
but now i hate clean&jerk more.
is killing my thighs.
is like aching like mad.
clean&jerk s no longer what we used to do.
advance version.
curse and swear!
omg.

holiday holiday!
a team outing today.
to also celebrate niaoren's birthday.
the sun, the food, the laughter, the stupidness,
the retarded acts and all over at sentosa.
pasta session at big eve's place.
princess and wingyan joined us.
thankyou to all the cooks!
thankyou big eve for the place!
and thankyou for all the laughter!
hope niaoren enjoy it.
team love! (:

i'm so tired now.
i need sleep.
training is early tml.
photos wun be up today.
so just wait. (:

PHOTO TIME!

you are always on my mind.

i drew this on the sand,

cos i'm thinking of you.

sometimes i wonder,

when am i here?

you posted that question to me,

i never give you a defianite answer.

and it keeps me thinking till now.

i gave you all my heart.

i don know much,

but i know i love you.

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-09-18T02:01:00.004+08:00

hello!

forgot to mention this.
had a short one to one session
with adrain about my stroke ytd.
it was clear and good i guess.
he explain everything clearly to me.
quite a few mistake i made.
got to change it during sat's rowing. (:

a trip back to ite today.
watched netball friendly.
good catching with afew
and that inculding the netball coach.
dinner and home.

heard a very bad news.
it is very very very scary.
totally out of control i guess.
a total mess.
the truth is not what you heard.
only we know it.
but oh wells.
no one will understand this.
it can take just 3days to spoil it,
but it need 3years to build it back.
wish us luck.

2 in 1 song
I love you,
say we're together baby,
you and me

忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己已
深深爱上你真的很简单

爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择哦
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我

哦i love you无法不爱你
baby说你也爱我
喔i love you永远不愿意
baby 失去你

I can only give my life and show you all I am
in the breath I breathe
I will promise you my heart
and give you all you need if it takes some time
and if you tell me you don't need me anymore
that our love won't last forever
I will ask you for a chance to try again
to make our love a little better,
ooh...

I love you,
say we're together baby,
say we're together, oh
I need you,
I need you forever baby,
you and me

不可能更快乐只要能在一起
做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停
用最真诚的心
让爱变的简单
我爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择喔
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我

喔i love you
一直在这里baby
一直在爱你
喔i love you
永远都不放弃
这爱你的权利

哦如果你还有一些困惑
oh no 请贴着我的心倾听听
我说着爱你
yes i do

I love you,
say we're together baby,
say we're together, oh
I need you,
I need you forever baby,
you and me

HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
FERLICIA LOVE! (:

PHOTO TIME!

always bear this in mind.

"coming together is a beginning,
training together is progress,
paddling as one is success."

I try to understand the
things your dealing with.
i don know much,
but i know i love you.

whenwillthedaycome?

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-09-17T00:00:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

back to blog.
wasn't home for a few days.
went to misstay's chalet.
it was fun.
eat, drink, chat and crap.
the celebration was last night.
drink, drank and drunk.
and i was very quiet.
just sleep through. (:

FINALLY!
like finally.
assignment submited.
HOLIDAY is here!

HAPPY HAPPIEST
21th BIRTHDY
TO MISSTAY!
mimieye loves you. (:

i gave you my promise.
please let me know when's the right time.
cos i'm giving you my trust.
but i don know why
my heart sunk alittle
everytime when it rings.
maybe i should expect lesser.

PHOTO TIME!

i gave my love to you.

please hold on tight and

lock it in your heart.

whenwillihaveafullofyou?

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-09-13T17:21:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

i'm at starbucks now.
and i swear the connection is super bad.
i feel like a big light bulb.
cos i'm out with savina and eve!
hahaz. in case you don know,
savina is in a relationship with eve.

life have been quite busy.
school, assignments and db stuff.
holiday holiday please come.
1 more week to go.
i don like assignments.
boo.

090909.
a day that we all have fun.
db bonding session.
so much laughter,
so much retarded act.
let's stay bonded ya?
we needs everyone to move together.
team love! (:

compiling up like a mountain.
we have to just solve this for once.
work hand in hand to move forward.
we can all do it,
if we hold on together.

Half of you

Alright
Ooh Yeaah

I heard a sad song playing in the radio
About a girl who loves him, but she never really let it show
Outside the rain keeps falling down my window
I'm crying inside, gotta see you tonight

I understand and if somebody broke your heart before
But it wasn't me who left the pieces lying on the floor
But it's me who's out here in the rain, knocking at your door
Paying the price, for all of his lies

I'd write you a song, but I can't find the words to say
To tell you what's on my mind
But even a symphony can't say what you mean to me
So how can I, how can I give you

All of me, when all I get is half of you
Now tell me what am I supposed to do
When all I get is half of you
When all you give is half of you

Wanna be the reason that you never look for love again
Baby girl I wanna be your lover, your best friend
How we gonna make it if you never gonna let me in
What can do, to prove that my love is true

I keep holding on for as long as it's gonna take
Until you realize (realize)
Look in my eyes and I'll never let you be betrayed
I'm not that guy, but how can I give you

All of me, when all I get is half of you
Now tell me what am I supposed to do
When all I get is half of you
When all you give is half of you
(I just get half of you)
(I just get half of you)

Girl you got me locked up too in time
Got me paying for somebody else's crime
How can love burn
If it's not returned
I need more than this so how can I give

All of me, when all I get is half of you
Now tell me what am I supposed to do
When all I get is half of you
When all you give is half of you
How can I give you all of me
(Half of you) when all you give is half of you
Now tell me what am I supposed to do
When all I get is half of you
When all you give is half of you

PHOTO TIME!

halfofyou.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-09-08T00:16:00.007+08:00

HELLO!

gymed in the morning.
a short meeting with adrain.
lunched and slack.
went to export video with savina
and went for lesson.
boring script writing.
and back to hg.

finally met up with laine!
we had pasta mania.
and i almost vomit blood just by
asking her to eat proper meal.
so skinny already still diet what?!
after much nagging, she decided to take off today.
hahaz. had ice cream after that.
nice catching up with laine.
and i think we should meet up more.
walked laine home and walked home.

i miss you too laine.
do takecare k?
enjoy your holiday and loves! (:

rmb i post this before?
"any pain that you feel,
nothing can compare to all
the regrets that you felt when
you're walking away from LOVE."

but sometimes it seems like....
maybe i should just walk out of everything
to stop all these pain that i'm giving.
just let me feel the pain, not anyone else.

PHOTO TIME!

laine and me!

retarded!

bleah!

loves! (:

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-09-07T00:10:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

one blink and
weekend is going to end soon.
went swimming and had dinner today.
and now i'm back home.

and ytd is sat.
had training in the morning.
warm up and pull up.
den start shooting for our recuitment video.
down for rowing after that.
row row row and that's all for training.

sentosa with jiamin, misstay and kuku after that.
misstay and kuku came late.
so i asked them,
"you come here for tanning or to see sun set?"
hahaz. went for dinner at geylang.
jenna and juliet joined us too.
went pub to sing after dinner.
yk joined us.
homed after that.

i like weekend.
can just relax and enjoy myself. (:

thinking too much kills brain cell,
so don think any more.
-quoted from moguaiyong-

but i just cant help it
but to kill more.

PHOTO TIME!

misstay!

jiamin!

one more!

candid!

hahaz

i like!

misstay, jiamin, kuku and me!

more more!

cheers!

hahaz misstay ah!

kuku and paddle!

cool hair ah!

shower time!

smile misstay!

misstay and me!

hmm.

juliet!

sing sing sing!

misstay and juliet!

jiamin and me!

jenna goh!

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-09-04T23:17:00.008+08:00

HELLO!

im back to blog.
have been quite tired and lazy.
was busy with trainings.
db and kayaks training.

suppose to join kayaking team.
to train and go polite with them.
and thier trainings are everyday.
but after training for 3days,
we found out that the polite
falls on the same day as river regatta.
so we must gave kayak a miss.
so yeah let's focus on db training. (:

where should i start?
went for some outings recently.
nice catching up with many.
all the photos shall speak k?
esp db 08 team.
it was funny to the max!
i had hell lots of fun with them.
i miss those days seriously.
i just love my friends. (:

sometimes,
somewhere,
i just misses her.
i love you mummy.

my mind is playing trick,
emotions will soon overpower me.

PHOTO TIME!

EDITED

i like this!

haha!

what you want?!

niaoren! nice what!

let's jump!

shake it!

nice!

one more!

OTHERS

watched the orphan!

thier best friend esther.

eh?

smile!

misstay and jenna!

retarded crazyfren!

misstay and me!

kuku and me!

jiamin and jenna!

they are retarded right?

thankyou!

it made me smile. (:

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-08-27T00:17:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

hello my friends.
please do not worry.
i'm doing very very fine.
life still goes on. (:

just a little that i dislike.
adult stuff that i don need to handle
in the past, but now i have to do it.
i don want to grow up!
booooooooo.

school have been fine.
new module script writting now.
is a boring boring module.

thankyou friends for
all your company recently. (:

VINDICATED
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

i know,
i am selfish,
i am wrong.

天天想你
i miss you mummy.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-08-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

few days have past.
had been busy with the wake.
i stay through the nights to accompany her.
the last day was horrible.
i couldn't describe how i feel.
at that moment i just broke down badly.

many friends came,
many friends left a message.
i really appreciate all that.
thankyou everyone.
thankyou for the company my friends.
it will be much tougher without you guys.
loves.

now,
all the resposibilities are on me.
everything is on me.
why am i going through this at this age?

i have to be strong for my family.
grandparents are old, brother is young.
i have to be strong for my friends.
i know they are all there for me.

you left without any words.
leaving me there don know what to do.
you always ask me this,
"eh girl, ni mei hai shi wo mei?"
of course i will say "wo mei la".
but deep down i know you are the prettiest.
mummy ni zui mei.
you will always be there, in my heart.
i love you mummy.
i know you will be watching us in heaven.

Radios in heaven
Your time has already come and I don't know why
The last thing that I had heard
you were doin' just fine
It seems like just yesterday
I was laughing with you
Playing games at Grandma's house
well you taught me well, didn't you?
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually isit just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do'
Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you
If they don't have radios in heaven
here's what I'll do
I can bring my guitar when my time is up and I'll play it for you

Tell me can you hear me now
if not, then I can try to sing real loud
What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?
I hope I'm just like you
I hope I turn out to be as good as you

TAKCARE!
love! =D

2009-08-15T19:44:00.002+08:00

she is gone just like that.
why do you want to leave us?
mummy, iloveyou.

2009-08-14T01:11:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

i'm going to blog in short.
cos i'm quite lazy though.
school are as usual.
nothing much to mention.
training today!
did a circuit called "ferlicia".
4 stations 20s on 10s off.
that can kill man.
short and sweet.

"When you feel like giving up,
remember why you held on for so long in the first place"
Coming together is a beginning.
Keeping together is progress.
Working together is success.
what are we waiting for?

no photos today.
blog songs changed.
i don know when am i so tired.
exhausted.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

2009-08-12T01:13:00.003+08:00

HELO!

i slept super early this morning.
like around 6am? hahaz.
was too busy with all the photos!
cant stop smiling to myself.
madness is really totally madness.
hahaz.

woke up at 7am and off to school.
had a audio test.
lunhed and nap at audio room.
went to do my editing after that.
and off for training.

did 3 exercise today!
"jiale", "jasmine" and "evelyn"
it was quite crazy.

back to do my editing.
cos submission is tml.
manage to finish at 10pm.
had dinner and homed.

circle is round,
round is circle.
how do we get out of this round circle?
hmm...

i'm in need to sleep now.
very very tired.
going off real soon.
yawns...

gonna load up jamie's 21th photos.
thankyou mo love bernice for the photos!
enjoy! (:

PHOTO TIME!

look at the kuku ptgf!

let's smile! (:

irene kuku and me!

bleah!

jamie with the roses!

smiles!

me, jamie and irene kuku!

isn't it sweet to recieve flowers?

happy 21th jamie!

at the suntec fountain!

make a wish! huat ah!

berince mo love and me!

xiaobai and me!

8years smalleye friend!

Fullerton hotel!

the blind folding process!

the Fullerton toilet!

more more!

cheers!

bleah!

do you want to take a bath?

heeee!

this is nice!

say cheese!

love!

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-08-11T03:18:00.008+08:00

HELLO!

it's a happy mon!
met up with madness at marina bay.
kong was not there with us.
down to marina barrage.
is our picnic and kite flying session!
hahaz. we spend quite some time to fix the kite.
all of us were quite noob.
i manage to make the kite fly!
wooooo!

happily flying the kite.
but suddenly something stupid happen.
the string got stuck at my ear stud.
and the rest start laughing like mad.
what so funny huh?
it was quite retarded. hahaz.

it was just a short session.
cos we have to go down jurong to support kong.
many food, much laughter, much stupidness!

cabbed down to jurong point after that.
kong our superstar had her show quest final.
she sang 2 songs and is very nice know.
we cheer and scream like mad for her.
time for the result.
kong was in the top three.
congrats kong! (:
my superstar always!
dinner over at pizza hut.
and all went home after that.

a great day with madness!
even though they bully me the whold day,
calling me ahboy one full day,
the funny scandal with bigbigeye,
the kuku-ness that everyone have,
all the retarded stuff we did,
but i still love madness!

this is how we should be.
let's always be this way ya?
what we had been through make us stronger.
no word can describe how much i love madness.
madness always! (:

the saturday, the sunday and the monday!
jasmine feel so loved by your! (:

i had an enjoyable long weekend.
with the great companies of my friends.
i have joy, i have fun, i have season in the sun!
hahaz thankyou very much!
i cannot imagine my life withou you people.
i love you guys! (:

just be contented.

PHOTO TIME!

bigbigeye and me!

i like!

roar! we were that bored while

waitig for the rest. hahaz.

the sandwich i made!

fruit that bigbigeye prepare!

furby made this potato salad!

furby and me trying to fix the kite!

botak furby!

ptgf flying kite!

fly kite fly kite!

go bigbigeye and girlfriend!

fly that higher!

bigbigeye!

colours make life wonderful!

bleah!

the injured kite!

barrage!

picnic picnic!

is not easy to fly a kite know!

she is retarded right? hahaz.

candid is always nice!

blue is beautiful!

girlfriend,me and ptgf!

bigbigeye trying to squeeze in too!

i'm not a boy please! hahaz.

scandal scandal!

and a passerby walk past!

LOL!

we had lots of fun!

love love! (:

whee!

let's jump!

one more!

the reflection!

time to go!

bleah! we were actually washing our feet.

look at our superstar april kong!

jiayou kong!

boooo!

jasmine likes this!

ptgf and me!

look at furby!

retards? hahaz.

heee!

our superstar always!

many loves to madness! (:

the pi kongs!

i just love her voice!

look at kong's vote!

oh i saw raudah there!

is us again! hahaz.

hahaz.

smile!

kong is forever retarded!

the shark has a flower!

the look at the rose!

waiting for her mr right!

hahaz.

giving you our support always!

heeeee!

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-08-10T01:07:00.008+08:00

HELLO!

meeting ended around 3plus.
peipei and savina left after that.
and the rest just nua at my hse.
niaoren and eve fall alslp and
princess was just stuck to the hk drama.
no more meeting at my place.
too much nuaing! hahaz.

eve and me went to meet the juniors after that.
LINGJIALE, amanda, annabel, jermain and sihui.
had dinner over at vivo long john.
headed down to cityhall after that.
saw the march pass!
they have to march for around 2km.
parade around that area.
is really super duper cool i swear
i miss those ndp days.
it was so much fun and laughter.
right vian? hahaz.
and and and
i miss marching too!
i don think i have march that much at one go before.
it is just way too cool! hahaz.

we continue walking.
walk to the bridge near fullerton hotel.
waited for the fireworks.
den we heard pom pom pom!
eeehhh? the view is block by fullerton.
at that moment everyone there rush to
the side or front of fullerton.

eveyone were like running around
trying to get the best view of the firework.
it was damn funny i swear!
there was even people saying that
how she wish she could move away fullerton.
it was just some random woman. hahaz.
eve and me were like let's just walk fast.
everyone looks like they are running from war.
really super duper kua zhang!
hahaz.

the fireworks was really beatiful!
but it's such a pity that is very short.
they could have it longer.
walk to clarkquay to take bus after that.
homed with LINGJIALE and jermain.

oh! big eve is back from china!
sorry that couldn't make it to airport.
WELCOME BACK BIG EVE! (:

woohoo.
oovoo with madness just now except kong.
discuss on the details and tadah!
picnic and kite flying with madness tml.
im so going to make sandwich!
den down to jurong to support kong!
finally a day out with madness! (:

control.

PHOTO TIME!

boo! :(

ya la ya la.

you and your phiten!

woohoo firework!

beautiful!

the people there! cheers!

eve an me!

LINGJIALE and me!

bleah!

bigbigeye's brother wore the same shirt as me!

omg is so funny!

loves! (:

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-08-09T10:56:00.006+08:00

HELLO!

FRI.
met up with ptgf in the morning.
went to bedok for a swim.
completed my 20laps.
bathe, lunhed and off to school.

did my editing.
omg i still have like 20sec
and i reall got no idea what to put.
lucky submisson is changed to wed.

met up with jenna and ptgf after school.
we had our dinner and went tamp mall.
jenna got all her stuff.
went to mac to chill and homed.

SAT.
went for training in the morning.
row row row the boat.
new stroke is quite difficult to adapt.
homed after training.

had my lunch and got prepared.
met up with irene kuku and went ion.
joined sandra and bernice to stalk jamie.
is jamie's 21th birthday!
we stalk her and ask strangers to give her roses.
due to time constrain we gave her 18 roses at one go.
and i swear is quite tiring to stalk people.

had dinner over at suntec fish&co.
jamie, her cousin gemaine, jenna, moguaiyong,
irene kuku, berince and xiaobai were there.
went to the suntec fountain after dinner.
a surprise message and song delication for her.
with the cake after that.
she was touched to tears.

we blindfold jamie after that.
brought her to fullerton hotel.
unblindfold her and she was shock.
we all spend a night over at Fullerton hotel.
and i slept ON THE FLOOR! hahaz.

surprise after surprise.
indeed a sucess plan.
HAPPY HAPPIEST
21th BIRTHDAY
TO JAMIE! (:

SUN.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
was homed this morning around 10plus.
having a db metting right now.
they decided to come over.
so now they are right at my place.
fireworks later! (:

isn't it lovely when someone who loves you
put in his/her heart and soul for you
just to make you happy?

just two incident in a week.
it makes me feel like falling in love too.
surprise to hear this from me ya? hahaz.
love is such a complicated shit.
but yet it can be very very sweet too.
treasure your love one my friend. (:

a quote that is so true:
"any pain that you feel,
nothing can compare to all the regrets
that you felt when you're walking away from LOVE."

clear mind.

PHOTO TIME!

retarded terrorist!

jenna and me!

ptgf and me!

photo of jamie's bday will be up

after i get from bernice.

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-08-07T00:17:00.003+08:00

itHELLO!

wed.
had audio lesson but not video edit.
but stayed in school for editing.
partner text and ask if i'm free.
so went to met up with partner after that.
walk and slack around.
leeleejie came after her work.
had pepper lunch and we sat and talk.
camhore, chill and home.
nice catching up with partner! (:

thurs.
both audio and video edit are alright.
i need to re-edit my video!
rah! lecturer said it was too draggy.
went for training after that.
did a circuit exercise call "xiaopei".
the magic number 5, 10, 15.
it was really quite horrible.
omg omg omg!
i kinda dislike "xiaopei"
no more that please!

don't expect, don't hope.
i guess that will be the best way.

PHOTO TIME!

leeleejie, partner and me!

with the green apples!

one more!

partner and me!

leeleejie is forever retarded!

i love partner! (:

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-08-05T01:19:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

had audio lesson in the morning.
the lesson was super boring.
i was sleeping all the way. hahaz.
lunched and slack at sound room.
took many photo with their macbook.
the whole process was damn funny.
hahaz.

went for video editing class.
i finish my presentation ytd.
another half of the class did theirs today.
and i took my nap in the class. hahaz.
went for training after that.

did circuit exercise call "calynn".
hahaz. magic number today is 1, 7, 1.
it lasted for 20mins.
even though is short but no joke!

the seniors had a meeting with adrain.
the meeting lasted for quite long.
went homed after that.

sometimes i like to hear adrain talk.
the things he said is quite meaningful.
i push my limit every training. do you?
train hard is not equal to volume,
let's train smart. (:

boo.
i'm so hungry!
biscuits is not filling enough.

HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
JANICE KOH
AND SHUHUI! (:

PHOTO TIME!

i love jan! (:

HAPPY 21th birthday!

crazy in school!

more!

and again!

hahaz.

smile!

crazy with teammates!

cheers!

more photos from kaiyi!

smile!

this is nice!

i like!

loves!

TAKECARE!

love! =D

2009-08-04T00:39:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

SUN.
got woke up by LINGJIALE's text.
so wake up and got prepared.
went to school and swim with them.
LINGJIALE, sihui and jermain.
we saw peipei there.
taught LINGJIALE how to swim.
i'm really glad that she overcome her phobia.
you better train hard so that soon you
can swim with your hand but not the float!
hahaz. lunched at pasta mania.
off i go after that.

met up with crazyfren.
we went for prawning!
very long never prawn already.
i just like to prawn.
we prawn for 2 hours.
bbq and eat all up.
her friend chris came over.
went night market and brought some food.
sat at the busstop chat awhile.
home after that.

MON.
went to school for lesson.
audio lesson was damn boring.
went gym during my break.
feel so good after gyming.
i shall gym on every mon's break.
walk back to design after my gym session.
saw LINGJIALE, sihui, jermain and amanda.
so i sat there and have lunch with them.
went for video editing class after that.
had my presentation and i took my nap.
hahaz.

met up with ptgf after school.
she randomly wants to eat steamboat.
so we went for steamboat.
we eat until super full.
so we went to walk around.
home after that.

就让沉默代替所有回答

PHOTO TIME!

LINGJIALE and the float!

sihui and jermain!

peipei is tanning!

call me shifu!

eeeeeeeeee!

LINGJIALE and CHENHUIXIN!

crazyfren!

big big prawn!

crazyfren and me!

ptgf!

steamboat for you?

smile!

TAKECARE!

love! =D